Revelation!

He was not aware that it had happened, and that it had happened in such a frivolous way, like it didn't mean anything; especially after he had suffered long, too long, hoping that it would happen one day, and would happen good. But now, he was taken aback, for he did not know how he should react. Happiness, was one thing he was sure that would come along with it happening, but now he was not sure of anything. It was perhaps a confused state of aftershocks that he was going through, and he was still hoping; for realization of his dreams!

He was living it, and yet could not take it for reality, he was seriously shocked indeed. And then it struck him, he hadn't had a happy dream for a long time now, why would he be having one right now! It was real, after all.

He was happily having an amicable relationship with his sufferings, and having to spend a day any differently was a long shot. Then, how could he have a multitude of happy moments, or relief, if not happiness. It was perfectly normal to be surprised, or shocked to say the least. He was told by several that he has had capabilities, and he has it in him, but it had always sounded fake to him. He had just stopped believing in himself. He had quit before he could even initiate at trying. And then, he was given a chance now. 

He hadn't risen up from his belief of being incapable, but he had achieved a partial relief, for now he knew he could not be useless anymore, he wouldn't ever be! And so, he can sleep in peace without having to be losing himself in the dark abyss of what his nights had become.