He once told you how he could not feel upset about something he should be. You just smiled then, said it's okay. And you smile now, knowing it's not okay, because you are there at the same position today, feeling exactly like he felt, not upset! Maybe I should be okay with it, not being able to be upset about something is a good thing, right? I had told him the same thing. But, good thing or not, it doesn't feel right, it doesn't feel good, and nothing feels okay, like it should be. But, he had other reasons, I have others. It is not the same thing. It can never be. He could never be wishing for what I wish for. It feels cruel. It feels inhuman. But it feels thorough!
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